NO!

having to say NO when people asking for my help is a kind of TORTURE..argghhhhh!!!!! i've been in her shoes before but i din't know why i just refused to let her stay in my house and said that i didn't need another housemate yesterday. maybe i need privacy at this age. maybe i love to be alone in that huge house. maybe i'm afraid if i couldn't get along with her...maybe..maybe..maybe! there are all just my excuses. when i first came to PTSS, kak rozi let me stayed in her house until she got married last year. then, i moved into kak sham's house until she got married early of this year. they were there for me when i really really need HELP. but now i'm turning myself into a selfish n cold person huhuhuhuhuhu without thinking twice when other peolpe ask for my help=(